I miss talking to you everyday, and I find myself wanting to hit you up every now and then. but there’s a part of me that feels even if I do, we’ve drifted far already to be tryna be close like before. So I dont even bother. Sucks doesn’t it? You drift slowly but neither of you realizes it before its too late. Or one does realize it but they’re too afraid to do anything about it. That’s life I guess.
Today marked my first day working at an Animal Hospital. And I just gotta say, Im so happy right now. It’s always been a dream of mine to one day become a full licensed Veterinarian, and Im proud to say that Ive been taking the steps towards the right direction. This isnt a post about me saying Im “grown” or me bragging about myself, but this is just me showing a little pride in myself. If you knew what position I was in just a year ago, with family, with myself, etc. youd know I didnt have my shit together. I feel as if Ive come a long way, but I know that I still have a long way to go. Family and school are finally a top priority for me and its been awhile since Ive been able to back those words up. Im happy with my life, and the people that are in it to influence me to do better. Special shoutouts to the people no longer in my life; thanks for showing me exactly how shitty life was before and for bringing me down, because the climb up was so worth it.
and I’m surprised people still actually use this shit.
We all meet someone at some point in our lives that just makes us want to change. It’s kind of undescribable, how they come in and just shake things up. You might not have believed in a lotta things before when it comes to relationships and shit, but with them, its different. Its different that you find yourself saying things, feeling things, doing things, that you havent before. They become the only person, the only exception, that you have when it comes to certain things. Idk how else to describe it other than they’re different.
See, the misconception these days are that women tend to say that men “don’t really get into it” as much as women do. Being on the other side of that, I feel the need to defend us men. We do feel the same, if not more. Sure you women do a lot of thinking about Prince Charming and how he will sweep you off your feet. Us guys? We’re thinking the same. When we really like someone, we’re thinking of how we CAN be that Prince Charming. How we can meet the expectations you women have put upon us. Sorta exceed the bar you have set up so high. Because when a guy really likes a girl, there’s nothing he wouldn’t do to set himself apart. Its more complicated than you think, ladies. We get nervous. Tongue tied. Even the most confident of all men out there, given the right jaw dropping woman, will fumble his words a little bit. Like I said, there is nothing we wouldn’t do for her. Given the opportunity, a man would give his own life for the woman he loves. Simplicity is thrown out the window. Being a guy in love, that’s as complicated as it gets. In the end, its a beautiful thing. Being a girl that a guy loves with all his heart? Its special. A guy in love would show a girl every possible way to feel special. Make her see herself in ways she hadn’t before. Through his eyes. A guy in love, “rarely” seen by women. Even rarely felt. But it honestly is one of the most realest things you can experience.